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I hate myself, for all that I’ve done.
I hate myself, for trying to live.
I hate myself for showing emotion.
I hate myself for attempting to love.

I hate myself with a burning passion.
I hate myself for all that I am.
I hate myself for crying my eyes out.
I hate myself for trying to stand.

I hate myself, nothing can change that.
I hate myself for not having died.
I hate myself for cutting the rope.
I hate myself, for the failed suicide.

I feel the grip of my own self-hatred.
I feel the cold, hard hand of God.
His grip is cruel, his humor worse.
He sent me from being happy, to this lonely rotting hearse.

I hate myself because of life.
I hate myself for trying to hide.
I honestly think I’d be better off dead.
I might as well commit suicide.
I hate myself... Because everyone hates me too...
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:iconartloverrarts:
ArtloverrArts Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
why
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:iconfallenangelsforlife:
FallenAngelsForLife Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
I don't...
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MonstrousForm Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2016
I once had the feeling of taking all the guilt every human being have done. But I advice you to stop taking guilt and let it hurt you, embrace it, learn from it and evolve into a better person. And if life breaks you down... endure, and get back up on your feet.

Stop blaming yourself and start seeing bright side of life while you still have it, its not a story, dont end it.
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passthatdankkush Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2016
k bye
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:iconbreadyy:
Breadyy Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Sometimes I feel like the only person who likes themselves.
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:iconouhti:
ouhti Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
stop hating yourself ... I love you
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:iconprocrastinatingotaku:
ProcrastinatingOtaku Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I hate myself too...
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:icontotallydeviantlisa:
TotallyDeviantLisa Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I currently felt like this when I look back and see all my careless actions! Wonderful poem Killerkeller!
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:iconmikaxdwinner:
mikaXDwinner Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2014
There's always a reason to hate ourselfs, but a lot people seems to be blind, and they live in a world full of lies.
And people who can see, live in suffering
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:iconbryanthebomb:
BryanTheBomb Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
:brofist: 
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:iconbiaamane:
BiaAmane Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2013
This is exactly how I feel! :c
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:iconchuupi:
chuupi Featured By Owner May 24, 2013  Student Digital Artist
not everyone hates u. how could i hate someone i can relate to?
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:iconcaramelcarmen:
caramelcarmen Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2013
everyone is worth something, never give up always live for two reasons for yourself and to piss everyone else off its good to be defiant to those who don't like you its how I get though school and why I keep smiling
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RachylSummers Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2013
this is me right now. tearing at my skin, hating this body, this face, burning with a passion to destroy this,this, male thing i have to see day in and day out, he sickens me. he is not me but i have to suffer every day to see his disgusting face. his maleness, all of this body of hair, this testosterone filled body. i hate it. i wish i could scream and shatter every mirror in this house so he would be trapped in those images, so that i could be free to be...myself.
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:iconkalcaraz:
Kalcaraz Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
I know how you feel and my family only makes it worse because they rub it in my face criticize me even when I don't say a word
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:iconpaleperfectie:
PalePerfectie Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2013
This is my emotions. This is how I have been feeling. Thank you for putting many's thoughts to words.
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AkatsukiLoverXDX3 Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2013  Professional General Artist
Your writeing the words I can't exspress though lines.
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Nitsirtriscuit Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2012  Hobbyist
Sometimes I just do too! Well, more than sometimes. For some reason I keep getting up, even though I know its not gonna be worth anything...
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:iconbudcharles:
BudCharles Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012
I hate myself too, you're not alone :(
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Dayglo14 Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
I know how you feel...I hate myself for what I did to him...
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CrolenVoidWalker Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Thats a very beautiful poem!
Yet it do saddens me a bit that people feel like this.. these days. Suicide and such have gotten worse.
The thing i don't like this is .. The god part.
He touches with a cold hand.. Now I'm not really a christian.
But for my point of view, i think we shouldn't blame God for everything that happens to us.
It is made by our own hands, not God.
And some forget we have a devil beneath us. (So eh..yeah!)

But hey..this is saddening! I'm so sorry to hear! I've been there too! (still is)
I'm taking pills due to my stress and well, i even had.. a ..difficult childhood.. I really hope everything becomes better, because it will!
*hugs*
Bless ~
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7thplanetout Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2012  Student
my life right now has been so difficult and i hate hearing the whispers in the hallways and i think they may be right i'm starting to hate myself


thank you for being you
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:iconthebegginneer:
TheBegginneer Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2012
God. It's all about me. I love you for this poem :)
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:iconmaridantas1:
Maridantas1 Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2012
I know how this feels like...please, don't be sad,i'm sure you're not alone!!! :)
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:iconemptybowlofhope:
EmptyBowlOfHope Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Yes, this fits me perfectly. Just like a glove.
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:icon1ianda:
1ianda Featured By Owner May 31, 2012  Student Writer
Just wait.
When everything feels the worst
only know it can only get better.
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:iconnala-in-wonderland:
Nala-In-Wonderland Featured By Owner May 23, 2012
Well, I don't hate you. I don't know you c:
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agitodemongirl Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2012
This poem is both beautiful and heart breaking. You can't take your life because the people that hate you would be winning. We al shine in our own little ways, including you~ ^^
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bluedragon839 Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2012
You only got one life to live... stop wasting it by thinking that life is not worth living though. Just smile, it works for me.
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MeghanUchiha36 Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2012  Student
Dont your brought in this world to find a reson to live. Lifes aboiut trying to find out that reason. ♥
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amysnow3186 Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2012  Student Digital Artist
I can relate to this i did things im not happy of and it messed up my life
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GoWeegie Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I believe in you... not that anyone listens to me... But... I... I guess I believe in you...
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13xBleedingLovex13 Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
It's okay.. I hate myself too..
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GoWeegie Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Me too...
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Tehrein Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2012  Student Photographer
I can relate to this o_o
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Furryfennec Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2011
So much emotion... Beautiful poem.
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GoWeegie Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
I feel exactly like this... What a world! I just can't seem to change. :(
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Nah, I LOVE YOU EVEN THOUGH I DO NOT KNOW YOU. :iconspazhugplz:
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Nameless-please Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
I love you too...:):)
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:iconnykiilynn:
NykiiLynn Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
i love you =D
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MrShadamyluver Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
What is te reason that we live? Our life is like a snowflake, they fall down, stay a while and then melting. A humanlife. You are born, live for a moment and then you melt away.
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kewlrups Featured By Owner May 28, 2011
Featured: [link]
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Dhurahi Featured By Owner May 17, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You always got your wiked fam Behind ya, (:
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:icon1000yearseternalmaze:
Well if you did that your girlfriend would be unhappy.-Seriously, is it necessary to repeat it tousand times?!
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FreeRunaway Featured By Owner May 9, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
I hate myself because of the things i've done to others... i also had a failed suicide-ironically, i stopped because of my friends, who now hate me... i've even lost the girl i love because of a stupid mistake. I can't even cry about it, because i've been told so may times that crying is weak and pathetic, just like me.
I've burned out my life because of my own stupidity. All i can think about if what i've destroyed, which is now slowly destroying me.
Perfect poem, hope things are kinda better now...
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ThePokeWarrior33 Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2011
I feel very much this way as well.
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tory558 Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
i hate myself because no one likes me
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Layloone Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2011
life is a funny thing, isn't it. it can feel as if your falling and nothing is there to catch you. but i realized, the only way sometimes to be caught is to help yourself. i've had terrible thoughts, scary thoughts, but you have to move on. you have to keep going you have to be strong. you can't keep waiting for life to help you, you have to help yourself. i had to say fuck with that shit one day and move on. life is to short to waste it.
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weirdom645 Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2011
ummmm... that sounds emo.
not neccesarily in a bad way...
but you are gonna hate yourself for hating yourself eventually. and your gonna wish you had atleast TRIED to love yourself
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HideTheDecay Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Well if you did that your girlfriend would be unhappy.
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